Post-MCAT rant

5/29/09

So, I took that MCAT, I took the f$#%-ing MCAT. Throughout this whole process, I feel like I made a lot of sacrifices. And, you know that is what life is about. If you want something badly enough, you just have to do it. You have to get what you want if you want it badly enough. Hypothetically speaking. I am scared shitless to get these scores back. I am finding myself this summer. I am being myself on crack 100% of the time. I am sometimes vulgar. I am mainly happy, full of life, full of love. That is me. I try my best to live my life thinking of others. That is the only way I can be, I will not be a bitch. I don’t like bitchy people. After it’s all said and done, I learned a lot. For some reason, I have set myself up emotionally to be able to take a low score. But, I really hope that doesn’t mean I will get a low score. If I do, I think I may just apply to D.O. school, which really would be perfect for me. I guess I’ll just wait and see.